My Scarytales

Money is a very valuable source in the earthly life, at times we get it much more than we deserve and at times we do fail to get the best out of it. I can’t even calculate the sum of money that came in to my hand in past years, sad I haven’t got a penny left with me. During my time here in Colombo; I have seen people enjoying their lifetime savings. I have witnessed their life and their way of living it. Money wasn’t an easy earn for them but they struggle through every possible way that leads to it and in the end they just prefer a humble middle class life unlike us Maldivians. We are famous all over the continent as a culture of spending whatever we got. I should not blame my community and my environment as a major reason to all my expenses. Good people are good in every community, it’s just the way you live your life. Some of my cousins have set perfect examples. During happy and sad times, during their time in abroad; they have set a bench mark by living their life fr...

Days passed leaving me in error… after a good sleep of a night I woke up to confront life… life took me far across overseas to a new environment where there was nothing like ever before. I tried so hard to find that joyful dude in me whom once I use to be, I cried thousands of tears before I could accept reality. Perhaps this is my new world to be; a world full of responsibilities. No long hour sleeps neither staying up late at night and so on everything was reversed. I was busy in my thoughts while the earth kept evolving in its course. My hair grew stronger and longer and my belly transformed to muscular abs, my skin changed its colour and my face grew older while I kept my eyes on the mirror to observe the man who I am facing in my very own mirror. A growing fear in me kept my mind locked on a cause, a fear of not knowing tomorrow… I wish if I could be someone who could just lay on gods hand like the way some strong believing imams who I met lived a worry free life saying th...

Questions by Hanko If a genie granted you 3 wishes what would it be?      1)       Take me to a tour throughout the universe      2)       Fill my mind with knowledge      3)       Grant me the ideal chick     Would you marry someone who's much richer or poorer than you? Obviously, if I am rich enough than I don’t mind about the wealth of the bride… but if I am poor than I will mind about the wealth in every way… =) What was the most embarrassing thing you've ever done? Fell in love… Are there any causes you strongly believe? Yeah, many… anti drug is my title, I avoid taking medicines too Do you have a role model- someone you want to emulate? Whom do you admire the most? Yasser Arafat is one of my role models… I don’t emulate anyone; I’m unique in my ways…            ...

Its been a while since the last time I attempted to type anything from these fingers but finally here I am back again with the hope of expressing something or in other words to share something with you all lovely bloggers. It is the most memorable days in one’s life, and it is the years to choose the path. It is the most romantic moments someone could have ever imagined and it is the worst nightmare anyone could have ever seen. When it comes to boys than it’s all about counting till a hair appears beneath the cheek and in other side girls are just too crazy in measuring their sizes every single day and it goes weirdly long… to be waiting for the prince charming and some just way too ahead of these Cinderella stories. College life is the something you shouldn’t miss at all, it’s not about studying it’s all about gaining; gaining fame, gaining weight and gaining everything… the result of these gaining’s can really bring a change in your life, as a matter of fact this is the place where...

            so ive been pretty busy in collectings questions for this post and it was a hard task... aaah finally its done. i tried to get some tough questions but these are the questions some people wanna ask me so here it is =)         *   What does mostly people do notice about you??   That I am a bit of everything,,  ummm some say im funny and some say im dummy… ·          *   How do you spend your spare time?   Mostly in facebook and the rest with my friends,,  you find me inside coffee shops… ·          *   Firstly what’s on your mind, when you’re lonely?   A paint brush and a canvas with colours or else a paper and a pen… ·          *  How do you feel about losing something important?   What goes around comes around,, when god is with you what else can fear you…  * How do you feel when peop...

When the fun times are scattered away I sit alone at the side of the road watching the people pass by me as time, Insha Allah still conscious after a packet of smoke, being able to stop the tears from pouring down to waste. It’s not easy to smile every day, it’s not easy to let go off. I fear of a day I might cry, I fear of a day where I might not find my everlasting smile so at times I let myself feel the scream of thousands of people dying every day. As much as I try to keep myself enjoyed I feel the pain, as I said it’s not easy to smile every day, you can’t just forget about everything. I know I can’t even crack a nut but least I feel sad for some people. When I close my eyes mom and dad appears in front of me, it just fe.els like having them under my eyelashes. As mom says nothing last forever and you just can’t lean on somebody, you got to live your own life. I cry before I say it but someday mom will travel to an unknown place where I can’t reach. That’s the bitter truth of li...

Day before yesterday I found the mosque empty but once its Ramadan, the mosque is overflowing with people… for some people god appears only in Ramadan. As soon as the Ramadan is over, the wisdom is gone and they are back on their way. I think they’re trying that out just because the sheikhs are willing them to do it. Okay I do believe that Ramadan is a holy month and a month of worship but the remedy of obligatory prayers and the remedy of Ramadan fast are totally different. The obligatory prayers are not just meant for Ramadan, there are daily 5 prayers whether it’s Ramadan or not. Well that was about some people and then let’s see others, a guy sleeps from morning 6 to evening 3 or 4pm and still claims himself to be fasting.   That’s a good one but probably there are trying to skip the hunger of fasting.   Nowadays there is another good way of fasting by facebook. No prayers no deeds just facebook till maqrib. It’s sad that most of us are seeing this holy month from a very...

So another damn month passed leaving us in front of holy Ramadan…  so in advance Ramadan Mubarak to you all... It wasn’t cool, in fact I was kinda freezing to ride in the rain with dhona, for dhona it was “ I lurv it “ and for me it was “ damn shit “, but it was nice, it was a whole new experience and felt like I’ve been missing a fun part of my life, damn shit was pretty good at last =) So these days are going pretty well and I lost some and got some, i got a new lap and a iphone, I got my bike engineered like a rocket and much more. Dad has really proved himself as “Al Saud” by pouring that much money over me, long last my dad =) This post is actually to announce that i'll be trying to mess up a kitchen in Ramadan so now I am not promising for it but ill show up with some stuff like that.   I know how to cook but I’m not a cook so it’ll be hard but I’ll try. If that doesn’t work out than maybe I can show you some beverage magic, I studied in hotel school. So look...

There are white and neat, they are educated and modern. , and the people who does the job they are very kind in all aspects but there are evil ones too, I can still remember a carless nurse who injected a injection to a wrong nerve and my friend was behaving like a monkey. But that’s like once in a blue moon night if saying in Dhona’s word keke. Since the kiddy days the only interests left in my mind was Harley Davidson Bikes and Lady Doc’s, saying frankly not only doc’s but girls who choose a career in some active way like Engineering. Somehow I find them very interesting. Their level of thinking and their way of living is just Unmatchable. At this age it’s very hard to find girls from that category as most of the doc’s and engineers are over 27, the girls in my batch they are just on their way with their studies so there are several years to wait. Last month I got a cut under my foot and later on the wound got infected so the doc had to do a lil operation with my foot and it wa...

Post after a post with no heading, if heading then no tailing.  So I’m fed up of all these posts and drafts and bla bla blaaa…. Let’s talk about a common issue like why the hell shit happens…  yeah that’s a really good topic so that’s gonna be the heading.  So “why the hell shit happens??” Hmmm, mostly all the time we are facing some unexpected, unpredictable things… at times it pains a lot when we expect for too much. It’s better to keep our expectations in a limit or else shit happens.   Actually when querying this issue, we are the ones causing for all these. We get into it and we face it, fair and square. We don’t think of it, we don’t expect it to happen thus we are done with it and surly we will face it. But it won’t happen if we had expected the worse, if tried out another way though it’s hard. I know you’re having some difficulties in understanding me; actually you can relate this to anything that’s why you’re thinking about what I am trying to say... I’m...

From old Hindi melodies to black magic metal there are various genres of music. I explore music through everything. Whenever I am questioned about my favorite genres, I end up with a question mark. Whether it be Classical Sangeet or Maldivian Raivaru, it’s good as long as it’s good for my ears. Like the way people figure out the odds from taste, I figure out the odds from rhythm. Some people don’t even give a try on the various kinds of music. At times it’s too boring for them but unlike them I play everything.  When I analyzed my playlist I ended up ranking Bob Marley at the top. Yeah it’s a fact that I love his music and his dread locks but not his habits and weed. Most of the time reggae is playing in my mind but I am not the guy to be saying Ja Rasta. It’s sad that the new generation doesn’t believe in listening Hindi songs. If I was caught playing it than they will be saying that it’s an old fashion and blalala. But that’s not true, appreciating the great talents in people is...

Everybody is busy with their own work, no matter what time it is. Working towards progress to achieve something and some of them are forgoing their life for the sake of their kids. Rich and poor both scales are struggling on in their levels. Prayer calls, people in mosque, students in class and us watching all these. A day consists of the better and the bitter. I build up my mind from those two components, the better and the bitter. I had such awful nightmares and some awesome experiences. Sometime back I had a very strong belief over my opinion over my perspective that it is the best and yeah most of the time it is. My view might be the right idea but there might be some answers better than mine. And the great thing is they prove their ideas by working it.  I was never keen about getting married in a early age and when my friend got ready to be hubby I advised him on this topic, I said he should think again before getting married, I said he is gonna miss his young days, I said i...

Blogger has gone down in past few months but let’s hope that it will rise back in no time. So this month it’s my blog anniversary, and in its first year I have posted total fifty posts. I think that’s enough for a year but this year I am gonna target around twenty five posts. Since there aren’t any excitements like the first year and also there are no many things to write, I will try to get something good and then after the final touches I will post it. It might take a month or a week, but I won’t be posting till something comes or forms up in my mind. My last post was a very different post than the posts I usually do. The last post was the 50 th post so I want to make it a lil bit different, Coincidently the Bin Laden death story raised in the very same time so I just tried to focus on some great news’s of Osama Bin Laden. Sometime back when I met Dhona she asked me “Hws life” and I said that it suks, in reply Dhona said that I am one person she knows who’s life is all time Fucked u...