Saturday, August 13, 2011


When the fun times are scattered away I sit alone at the side of the road watching the people pass by me as time, Insha Allah still conscious after a packet of smoke, being able to stop the tears from pouring down to waste. It’s not easy to smile every day, it’s not easy to let go off. I fear of a day I might cry, I fear of a day where I might not find my everlasting smile so at times I let myself feel the scream of thousands of people dying every day. As much as I try to keep myself enjoyed I feel the pain, as I said it’s not easy to smile every day, you can’t just forget about everything. I know I can’t even crack a nut but least I feel sad for some people.

When I close my eyes mom and dad appears in front of me, it just fe.els like having them under my eyelashes. As mom says nothing last forever and you just can’t lean on somebody, you got to live your own life. I cry before I say it but someday mom will travel to an unknown place where I can’t reach. That’s the bitter truth of life at last it will be me and my god only.

Actually this post is just a tribute to all those Palestinian brothers and sisters dying in the war held within past two decades. It feels like ignoring the fact by not talking about them, about the trafficking over there. Some said hello to the freedom of Palestine and often said bye too, while some people like Arafat died for the cause, so salute to the legends.  It was not long ago when Vittorio Arrigoni was killed… that’s another Italian fellow who died in the same cause, Palestine is strange too.

War’s end and peace do happen in between countries but this is an endless issue. Since we started to remember there have always been some bombardments over Palestine meanwhile some big peace makers are just too busy in considering the whole globe expect one.

I guess that’s the actual reason for foaming a terrorist… it seems like that.

What amaze me about Palestine is their courage, and their patience too for living in a war field.  If somebody attacks my land and tries to bug me then ill shout everyday in fact ill create a revolution. Obvious ill make their life hell. So if that’s my intention than guess about them.  All these war heads should have been Bob Marley fans so than they’ll say one love, one heart thus problem solved =)

Once in my life time I really wanna pay a visit to Palestine, just one wish… insha Allah…

Monday, August 1, 2011

how it is

Day before yesterday I found the mosque empty but once its Ramadan, the mosque is overflowing with people… for some people god appears only in Ramadan. As soon as the Ramadan is over, the wisdom is gone and they are back on their way. I think they’re trying that out just because the sheikhs are willing them to do it. Okay I do believe that Ramadan is a holy month and a month of worship but the remedy of obligatory prayers and the remedy of Ramadan fast are totally different. The obligatory prayers are not just meant for Ramadan, there are daily 5 prayers whether it’s Ramadan or not.

Well that was about some people and then let’s see others, a guy sleeps from morning 6 to evening 3 or 4pm and still claims himself to be fasting.  That’s a good one but probably there are trying to skip the hunger of fasting.  Nowadays there is another good way of fasting by facebook. No prayers no deeds just facebook till maqrib.

It’s sad that most of us are seeing this holy month from a very weird perspective. It’s not a month of fun, it’s not a month of food it’s a month to keep in touch with god like the way he accompanies you to everywhere. Mostly house wife’s are just too busy in cooking and hardly finds a time to face “qibla”. I’m not saying about all of them its jus some of them, anyhow that’s really sad. The way how a wife’s duty is to feed the husband in the same manner there are duties for the husband too, he should allow and moreover advice his wife to the righteous path.

Sad some just break their fast like nothing by eating or by doing something weird. It’s not about the community, why do people hide and eat? I can still remember the times we eat; we don’t care for the people because there is a one accounting our life. I ask forgiveness from my god and I seek refuge from him to all my past sins.

As the sun goes down and when it’s the time for the cool breeze of evening, you will notice thousands of people riding in their bikes with their girlfriends or in other words their lovers… we all know that a open relationship without marriage is not allowed in Islam as far as I know, there might be some internet Islamic preachers who might ignore the fact. It is also said that a non related women and a man should be spoken in public with a distance in between them, so I don’t understand how people ride with their lovers on bike, hugging each other and like always girls pressing their boobs against the back of their so called boyfriends, yet they claim their self to be fasting. Umm are we that much D graded to have sex on bike? Now I don’t need to answer that, verily Allah knows the best.

Let’s not forget about the damn hot girls who just waste our fast to nothing by roaming half naked in the road. Actually it’s not that they are too bad, it’s just because they are trained like that. They have been wearing all these miniskirts and body fit clothing since they started to remember and when some of these girls decide to wear burqa still they cant help it thus they are out in the road with a burqa and a skinny jeans along with a white transparent shirt. So that’s the way how it goes but remember the whole community needs to be responsible for them. It’s none of our business but we must advice over what they are doing. Who knows some of them just turns to right path within days while some just straight to the path of fire.  May Allah forgive them all…

“Rabbanaa Aathina Fihdhunya Hasnathan Vafil Aahirathi Hasanathan Vagina Azaabah Naar “ It’s a dua for you and for me =)