Thursday, December 30, 2010

2011's Eve

So it’s another year…

During this whole year 2010 I have been so much busy with my work that I didn’t even realize the way how days passed. There weren’t many things to do but wake up and work, and it is something that everybody does and it remains same for everybody. Anyway it was a memorable year with some unforgettable memories and new experiences. 

The fun time coffee’s and night time bike rides and day time walks were a wonderful joy.  And the vivacious classes that I took, makes this year a very special year. In the beginning of the year as I mentioned in a previous post, it was a boring year but ended with a nice memorable touch …

As Divya said in her post, New Year reminds us of our school days. I was always curious to know about the higher grades because I was someone who was desperately curious to see the school end. But that day really suck, missed the school. Still  remember the first day of school, I will buy new books and design it with my favorite touches and for about a month I will try and write my best handwriting in my books and there were times when I don’t take notes on my book in the thought of that it might be gross…  The first day new hot teachers will come and it was a fun time, they will ask names and introduction from students and it goes on and on, but sad I didn’t had that opportunity for introduction as I was famous all over the school as a nutt head lolz…

But somehow those new freshly days was not so good as I always feel very uncomfortable to be sitting with new students but as the year rolls they become friends and buddies and more then that …

Well there are some weird plans for the new year 2011 and hopefully will be updating the blog as much as possible but i know i will get so much involved in the new images that i will find  it very hard to update my blog but i will. As the new year start i will try and find some chilling and optimistic readers who can criticize my blog badly hehe... 

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Around Us

i dont know what is wrong with me i just dont like parties and shows and all those stuffs ... my friends hate me for that but i just hate to be sitting in a boring show ... in this very moment i am sitting in a loud music show where every body is doing nothing but just dancing like "no body's business",, lols

In here in Maldives there are many talented people who have excelled  fame in various ways. But really sad that most of them are not honored with as much as respect given to a real super star. Sad but true that our celebs are all over the place in roads in shops and even they are seen in fish market, but that's how it has been rolling in here, as Male' is a congested place so it is something very usual. I think the real problem is us, we dont really think about those, We dont show them enough respect and on other side they dont behave like a celeb. As a result their value goes down and there are offered a lil price, which is not enough to live a life of a celebrity.

Tonight here with me is a very young and talented singer in Maldives, i wont mention the name. He has been hired for a show tonight in here. So now i can see there he is rocking the people with some Tadadada songs, nice i really like him and wish him a good career.

Being famous is a very hard thing but maintaining that fame is a more harder task. Real stars are not seen around and there are people ready to die just to see an image of them because of their limited appearances. When we see Oscars and many awards, we see many celebs but hardly we find somebody like Johnny depp and that is the reason why they ranks at the top, they are the real expensive mega stars. But remember sleeping all day without going out isn't the way to win the fame, do something that catch the eye balls. If you succeeded in doing that then sleep as i said your value will touch the skies.

I really want to see Maldivian films reaching to international platforms but i dont think i will see it in my life time, looking at their achievements till date. Major cause in here is copying and imitating. Now its kinda tradition in here but hats of to all those youngsters who are trying their own music. i think the government must encourage them to create their own art by Building a specific school.

During all these things there are stars who can be called stars, stars who created there own music and some released it in over seas. There are the ones and feel proud of them for the great work they have done.

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So Tadadada ...keke
for a long time this celeb story has been roaming in my mind
tonight when i saw a celeb then just thought of posting...

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Living Forever Young

Since Ancient time people have tried more and more ways to stay young and some has even succeeded in doing that.  “Samaidha Bin Qatra” the chief and command of the followers of Ismail lived for a recorded time of four hundred years by eating only garlic and honey, onion and etc… Recent people just don’t get a life time of even hundred years.

I am not old but I can see many and many and more and more trying Special diets and appointments with beauticians. But I think the best way is just to keep smiling forever, as I can see many of my Old friends just lives like a twenty one year old kid, they like to do whatever we do, they kick they jump and they run with us, just don’t feel like they are twenty five years older than us. That’s also a sort of youngness and in my opinion the most important point of this heading, it’s called youngness of mind. We see Old pals but look like younger than us but once you get along with them there is a difference, they are left behind with the time; their minds are not upgraded like their face…

I know a forty five years old guy who uses to be my boss before but now he is just a very good friend, and actually he inspired me to this post. He is a cool guy who wears jeans and T shirts like the youngsters. A guy totally far more civilized than us youngsters. He like I pods and I phones and the latest bikes, and he is yet just too good for girls.

Monday, December 13, 2010

Dreamer

I started dreaming in my childhood, since then i have been planing and dreaming of my master piece plan. Everyday i pray for the sake of my dream, that all goes well. It was a huge dream, from which some has come true and some are there yet to be accomplished. According to my plan, i got a cell phone when i was twelve and i got my own apartment when i was seventeen, and Alhamdhulillah that today when i am nineteen i am sitting over my motorbike. Insha Allah looking forward to my business before twenty two...

The greatest pleasure for me will be a pilgrimage to Mecca, shortly performing a Hajj before i am twenty seven. Usually we see old people going Hajj, thats the view here in Maldives but surly not in Saudi Arabia where lil kids also use to perform Hajj with their parents. Many of my friends have already done a Umrah in Saudi Arabia. Not like they are very good boys, surly because of the richness of their fathers ... Anyways that is their fortune and their destiny... why should i cry over mine when Allah has offered me everything. i don't blame god for anything, whatever i face today is the bad deeds of mine or my four fathers. People don't save money and they get thrown at the road, yet they blame god. why??

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Impressive Lady who shocked me ...

Smoking ladies are a bit different from the usual ones we see roaming around, in a way we don't have the rights to stop them because it is something practiced by us males too. During the last decade the percentage of smoking females here in Maldives have mounted from 6 percent to more then 30 percent. All though it remains as a strange thing to us Maldivians. 

Yesterday i was sitting in my job site when i saw a very famous female Tv presenter walking toward me, she came and sat next to my table with a guy. After a while the guy started smoking and the lady was feeling very uncomfortable about it. It was the first time i saw this lady and she was beautiful like hell, from the way she reacted to smoke i was pretty much sure that she was a very good girl.  But the story went like this, the next day     i saw this beautiful lady finishing a Sheesha without a breath... now that was something really unexpected.
I said to my self, get going babe.




Sunday, December 5, 2010

B Town

There were times when there was frustrating classical's in films, there were films made on no story...and there were actors who only works for money, but nowadays i think the trend has changed a lot, More likely after Aamir khan decided to do one film at a time, he was criticized and was told that he was doing a mistake but later on the whole industry came into his view point and started to think of better. An actor must always try to bring cultivating and unforgeable films to the audience rather than sighing any film which is offered to them, actors must not be someone ready to do anything for money...

During the mid nineties actors don't even hear the script, they just sign and do what ever the director says. Good boys but what if the director is fooling you. Happy to know that today's new generation of actors really do get concern about the script and keeps reading it for ours. It was a trend set by Aamir, he is known as one of the most famous method actors of all times. Recently he was invited to Buckingham place for a dinner with prince Charles. Aamir was born as a director but later on on he thought of facing the camera. since 1988 he has been active as an actor and he completed his biggest dream after 20 longs years of acting, he directed his own movie and at the same time he acted in it, the film was "Taare Zameen Par" and it was considered as the best film of 2007 all around the world.

He had the courage to prove himself and he has proved it by acting in the biggest commercial success of India "3 Idiots". Looking at his past, in past 15 years there have been no flop films of him and he ranks at the top with a record of delivering 8 Blockbusters in a decade. He was the first Indian to be invited on Oscars more than twice, thrice. Meanwhile the remaining khan, Srk's only 1 film was nominated to Oscars. Aamir did sing in his films and he did wrote his own scripts and he directed them and produced them and as well as acted in them. And after all this he is named as Mr.Perfectionist. Aamir khan has always proved himself as a film lover more than a hired actor and it proves from the death defying stunt he performed in "Ghulam" by running towards a train at the speed  of 40-50km per hour. During the stunt everybody thought Aamir was dead but he jumps of the track and he miss the train by a second while the train touched his T shirt.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

My way of Blogging

After blogging for almost a year i have seen many people who do write their daily schedules in their blogs. The places they went and the things that came across them, and there are many who use blogs as a mean of publishing there art works, i know i have also published an art work of mine at the header but probably that is not the way i use my blog..

When i think of doing it i think twice, i don't share my daily schedules and neither i use my blog as a diary, everytime i post i think about the readers from all around the world. I don't name places and people unless they are international and recognized by all. Suppose i am writing about a stupid guy working at the shop next to my door, then its a post for the people who knows the guy and for the people who knows this place, imagine a guy from america reading out my post and stops at a  certain point where i mention a place called "Dharubaaruge". So based on all these i start to write my posts and i don't mean to write, express. There are specific times to write, many people has been noticing that, most of my posts are published in midnight.

I love midnight because of the peace and harmony, its just wonderful to see a silent town. In the dark when its silent i sit infront of my PC and lay my hands on the keyboard, i let my subconscious mind to connect with my hands. My hands will contact with my subconscious mind for a while... and then the post is finished...

I don't post in various occasions, it depends on my mood. In my blog i have some posts which i finished within a month, it just took long, there were something going on my mind and it took me a month to slowly slowly to paste it on paper. When my posts are published i really don't like my family reading it, when the post is considered as past then its okay. I dont usually tell them about my blog, and my friends too, Last time i posted a live story and called my friend, i said to check on it but he said thats crap and he didn't even checked on my blog. I was sad but later on i felt happy about it, thank God that they are not aware of my intentions which i post on my blog.

I have noticed that many of you don't like the way i write, thats okay. See now you will be thinking it because the way i just now wrote K and Cox in their long form okay and because. I can still imagine the expression on a friend's face when i said ROFLLAMO. So better to write in something that everybody knows and if you don't know English what the hell are you doing in my blog, you are not being able to read what i write so i better put an indicator in the sidebar.

I came to blogger to open my mind in a wider range, and during this i love to check on peoples blog because thats the only place where you don't have to knock before you enter. I really like and would like to know the way how people think and that is the reason why i check on peoples blog. I do comment though people comment me back or not because i am very keen about giving feedback. Many of us don't like to follow but i don't feel like that, and its very easy for me to check on everybody's posts while remaining in my dashboard. After updating an post it is such an a hard thing for me to be writing 'Updated" in everybody's blog, rarely i do that, and it took me a lots of courage to write it, i wont do it until  i feel the person lil bit friendly...

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Its a Pain

Today my hair is just like a hive, wonder bees around my head,
Inspired from Divya just thought of posting about few things that gives me a pain..

 I don't know whats wrong with my hair its not curly neither wavy... how to name it, my hair does not fit into any category. My feet too, out of order, its too big, i cant even find a good boot for me. During my school days it was so hard to find a boot for me, and my mom will be confused about me.

Since i started to remember i was the hugest student in my class.. it was something adopted from my family, all my family members are usually huger than the normal people around us. but believe me it is a pain. Mom always had dead kinda hair and she has golden brown eyes, i think it is the reason why i am having that kinda hair and brown eyes. My dad is huge and his feet is huge too thats why i am huge and my feet is out of order. But after all my face is unique even though it is an assembled face. 

When i entered to football i really had a hard time with my boots, most of the shops here in Male' offers small boots which is specialized for the normal people around. I was left with no alternative but to play in a double size smaller boot and it caused me to loose my Nails, ooh it was paining.. but still never gave up. but gave up the nails for football. Later on i had to order boots from other countries, just had to sit back in home until my boot arrives. After finishing the school never had to face that problem because boots was no more a daily obligation, but now also i wear boots which i brought from India and Srilanka. But it wasn't over... i tried to grow my hair longer, no matter how hard i try it remains as a hive ...

Thursday, November 25, 2010

This is interesting maybe gotta stuck to it

After digging all around finally found a place to bare my time, as i mentioned in my previous posts i have never been very much in to jobs, probably i wasn't working in my interest. Past two years i have been studying hospitality and tourism studies, when i entered to hotel school i never thought it will be interesting. I just wanted a way to money and tourism was the best way here in Maldives so i entered and found my self in the middle of a resort, roaming around white people, and it was the best thing. Harley Davidson bikes and white people have been very much in my likes since i was a child, to be talking with the white and being friends with them was just another sunny side of my life here in the sunny side of life.

I found the field so much interesting that i was declared as the number 1 student of my course and the 4th from the whole Hotel school including the students who was doing masters. I was at the top of my game even though i was a school dropout. No one did believe me until they saw my graduation certificate from hotel school, why the hell they was going to believe and how will they believe that a student who have been scoring F reports for a recorded time of nine years have finally reached to the top. Major thing i don't like about the schools in Male' is the way they teach and the standard of teachers...


i don't like people capturing my photos but still some people do, and this is one from those...  

After resigning from my previous hotel i have been working in a mobile shop for almost a year when i resigned from there in last month due to some problems. No regrets, it was a wowing experience, i learn so much about phones while studying another interesting subject. And also i have faith in Allah, I know i will find a job. On my birthday my best Buddie called me and offered me to manage a 24/7 open air coffee house here in  male' ... i know i am very new and very very young for the job but since i read the book "100 Principles to Success" there have been an extra strong courage inside me. I don't feel nervous, i started to work when i was 14, not like my situation forced me but i wanted to do, just one week later from the day i left school.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

It Is Real

It was a sleepless night with the fear that something is watching my back, something invisible to my eyes.
November 20th, 2010, Saturday, Evening 5:30 when a friend called me and asked me to join him in the nearest coffee house, at the same time an Indian friend called me and said to come to the same coffee house. I said to myself “the both world ends in West Park (the nearest coffee house). I just put on my pant and hurried to the coffee house where the both friends who called me, was occupying the same table, and there was a third guy sitting next to them, a guy with a Lil beard.  On my way to the coffee house i have met another friend and i had brought him with me to company me. So we just sat at the table and ordered for a drink.

The Indian friend have been saying to me to find a Exorcist to check his house here in Male’. He said he doubt there was some spiritual things going inside his house. I tried  to find but i couldn’t, hopefully  my friend who called me first, did it for him so obviously the guy with a lil beard was the Exorcist.

We just sat at there and kept talking for a while and the Exorcist decided to go to the Indian friends house. Before also i have been to that house and i know everybody in that house so i wasn’t very much excited to go to that house, a phone call came and i ran out of the conversation leaving them on their way to that house.

After a short 30 minutes i went to that so called haunted house, the door was locked so i gave a call to my friend, the first time his phone was busy and the second time he said he is opening the door, but he opened the door to my third call. I know there was something fishy and as i guessed, a lady living in that house and a very close friend of mine was laying on the bed. OOOoooaaah Oh My God …

A Gin was inside her body, she was shouting like hell but it wasn’t her the one inside her and the the exorcist was dealing with her with some Arabic wordings,  Gin said it is her room and that was the reason why she was trying to hurt the human being living in the room, somehow the great exorcist made peace with her and the Gin left…

I was so scared that i was holding the hand of the exorcist, we came out of the room to the sitting area and by that time the lady also was fine and she got up from the bed and came out… i was just siting next to the lady, i said you made me feel like hell. I never thought of it, that it might happen to you. She closed her eyes slowly i knew something was not right.

Suddenly she rises her both arms to both sides and again laid down on the ground( i couldn’t even imagine, she was so fast in doing that). exorcist sitting next to me said leave her… i jumped of to the other side of the couch and hide in the back of the great exorcist. During the talks that we had in the sitting area after dealing with the first Gin, the Exorcist said that the lady Gin was still there sitting in the corner but it wasn’t trying to hurt us, and also he said that there is some black magic over the lady that happened to be the victim of this first Gin.

So it was the the 2nd and the Black Magic Gin who caused me to jump off to the back of the exorcist. And then started the random questions of exorcist’s, like whats your name whats the purpose of coming here and who sent you…and it went on, Somehow the exorcist killed the black magic gin, he gave the Gin opportunities to leave the lady and go but it didn’t workout the whole thing ended in a fight between a Gin and a Exorcist.

Meanwhile deep inside this i was a translator because the Gin came from India and it knows Hindi and sadly the exorcist wasn’t someone very good at Hindi. The only one with the knowledge of Hindi was me.
It  was not my favorite thing to do but my situation pushed me to do it,
Direct Contact with a GIN…

May Almighty Allah Save us from the Unseen

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Different Personalities

People of same colour and people of same name, people of same height and weight, and people of same sex and same age ...  and fewer times people of same face come across, but still we recognize them., not by checking their unique finger prints, we recognize them by their personality,even identical twins are different in choosing their favorites, likes and interests, the way they talk and the way they behave is their signature...

Finger prints are the most unique signature and it is different in identical twins also but if we cloned somebody then the finger tips will be useless it wont remain as their signature because cloned twins have same finger tips and prints and they are same in all aspects. It is impossible to recognize them in their early ages. But as they start to grow the differences starts to appear, there is a chance they might change physically like one gets fat or maybe one grows taller or fair but if they didn't had a change then also their minds will be different as i mentioned before the way of talking and their behavior and personality. At first site you wont be able to identify them but as you hang around you will know...

much awaited times never seems to appear

There is a dream, there is a hope, there is a challenge and there is a competition ... everyday thousands of people die in trying to reach their goals, some achieved, and some don't ...

Everybody dreams and plans despite some few ones i saw without a dream neither with a plan, as believed by many thrilling scientists and psychologists, a bigger dreamer becomes a bigger man. But sometimes everything does not go on the way we want it to go. Life keeps changing like our facebook status ... Unpredictable things happens and leaves you in no where with a broken dream.

The only way to survive the impact is to be prepared, take your plans in your sudden reacting mind, so it will back your plans in each and every twist. Dont make your self stuck in certain way, keep the motivation to change your self in anyway that requires, keep the courage to swim along with the flowing current, it will surly change you directions but not the target and neither your journey,

Monday, November 8, 2010

Another Year Passed while bemused in the puzzle

busy with stuffs meanwhile another year passed leaving some good and bad memories. 
today is nothing more than adding just another digit to my age.

19 years have passed roaming around here and there but still life seems undiscovered, still can figure out the point of my life...

Long time ago i was a bad fella, probably a one who hates books and studies. I had the joy of my life within 13 years that i spent inside schools. But never thought of studies just went there to see my buddies. Violence was a part of me and silence was something i really hate. But believe me, today violence is not my thing and i just love silence... Since i was rusticated from school in past few years i have changed my lifestyle. I felt guilty about myself. The people who i have treated badly and the people who i have kicked, i found them and i said sorry to them.Usually people don't do it but i just felt. Since then i remains as a loyal buddy to them, and i feel good about it.

Sometime back i met a astrologist and he said in close future i will be doing a lot of paper works and i will be a man with papers.I wasn't serious about it and never thought of eating books. but seems like it is true today i am filled with papers and books.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Kool for an evening, HulhuMale'


After a long time today I step on Hulhumale’… aah what a cool breeze, I just love the city, it is a city more than Singapore surrounded with crystal clear water. Since Last New Year’s Eve I haven’t been here.

I remember the times we used to go Hulhumale’ when I was in school. That was the day’s when Hulhumale’ was opened for public and we bunk our classes and spend the rest of the day roaming in Hulhumale’.

I love the city but I just prefer to live in male’ its kinda odd for me to be living in Hulhumale’, the place is just like a silent hill and not much people and a fewer trees with large empty roads. For 19 years I’ve been living in male’ and Im highly addicted to metropolitan cities. If there is no sound then I can’t sleep if there is no people I feel too odd.

There is a very famous saying, “Male’ never sleeps”.

I hate to be living in places where the whole city is dead after 9. Hulhumale’ is okay in that manner but inhabited islands of Maldives and many cities of India and Sri Lanka will be dead after 9 or 10… and you know we have been trained to live in a city that never sleeps.

Monday, November 1, 2010

tired of life ...

why the hell it happens ... but that's the way how it is. parents do care about their kids, if we don't be home till late night they will be concerned... but they need to trust us depending on our behavior and previous records.

i haven't done anything wrong so far, there are no complains about me but i don't know why my mom and dad is always so concerned about me. they need to understand that i cant just sit in home, i do have friends and i do have things to do.

i remember last new year night,i went to Hulhumale' and she wasn't very keen about that. she just kept insisting me not go but i went against her will. Omg!! she made me feel like hell by calling me in every two minutes.. the whole week i was kinda isolated, i had to cook on my own and wash my cloths and it went on and on ...

i am thinking to go somewhere in the upcoming new year night...
lets see what happens this year, this time i wont let her know in order to avoid further problems...

Monday, October 25, 2010

Hard Days

Still it makes me bemused every time I think about my life. “What’s the purpose of my life?” this question has been disturbing me for a while. Each and every day I ask myself these questions, “what’s my field?” “Am I on the right track?” There are tons of questions to be answered.

Job is the hardest thing I have come across in my life, any job I go, I find the place somehow not good. I put an effort and do my best but still it does not make any difference. After being employed in many companies today I realize that there are no perfect jobs, you need to survive somehow. In other hand I believe that you need to have an interest in your job to get the best results.

I think that’s a true belief, that’s the case with me, I haven’t found interest in any job and it is causing me to fail the job. At least to survive I need a job of my interest but where is that place?? What’s my interest?? Or maybe I don’t like jobs. To step forward to find my interest is going to be another risk. How many years will I waste in search of the right field?

At first when I started on my journey I never thought it will be a crisscrossing zigzag way. But still, the destination remains as same as yesterday …

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Knwlg

Whether it is dancing around the living room on a rainy day or singing along to radio, school-aged children love to listening to, and participating in, music. They are many good reasons why you should encourage this enthusiasm.

Research has shown that children who are actively involved in music (who play it or sing it regularly) benefit in many ways. They appear to do better in reading and are more likely to do better in maths and science because music helps build reasoning skills and cognitive development. One study demonstrated that students who were given keyboard training while also using maths software scored higher on maths and fractions tests than students who used the software alone. There is even evidence that children who are involved in music are more likely to go to college.

But don’t let the research cloud perhaps the best reason to encourage a love of music. It’s just plain fun. There are few things that children (and many adults) enjoy more than singing, dancing and listening to music.

Listening to a wide variety of music improves a child’s ability to analyze and comprehend it. The early years of primary education are the perfect time to expose your child to everything from classical music to pop. Most very young children are open to experiencing a wide range of musical styles; at eight years old children start to prefer popular music. Studies has also shown that children aged nine and above prefer music with a faster tempo – so get ready to rock and roll if your child is approaching that age.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

I doubt ...

There are people who live in imagination and there are people who just take a puff of a bit weed to escape from life. There are people in search of ways, in a wider scale there are people who jus smoke for no reason including me.
Most of us are dusted in fiancés dandruff … while the others are just haunted by their own thoughts

If we observe closely we see many kinds of people, some are out there just wasting their life in day by day while playing an iPod. The winners have used these valuable times to eventually win the game. Most of the time the people who are busy with books and these stuffs are considered as boring people, somehow it’s true if I sat down with an ordinary folk and started reading, within two minutes he or she will be bored but I don’t do that. When it’s dark and tranquil then it’s the time to dig the books, as Albert Einstein said “Learn to keep with silence”

One comes in and says: he ye yey ey :-$

The other one jumps out of the bed and shouts: whatsoever 8-{}

And the third one laying on the bed: Hmm,, Let me sleep :-/

Hanging out with teenage girls is a headache, all the time yak yaks…etc. if anything happens then “whatsoever”… when I am sitting with these girls I never say about my book, I just keep it in my back pocket.… and one thing I noticed in them is their excitement, Omg…!! They will be shouting, jumping and running. Where the hell does these girls get this much of energy. I thought these things were only in movies. As a matter of fact I never get so much excited; there will be a smile in my mouth that’s all…

I doubt, maybe I am missing one of my sense or these girls are having a seventh sense…

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Exercise

Some children’s face great difficulties in learning to read no matter how hard they try, a group of scientists has been researching on this topic and has come out with a series of physical exercises which they think might help the children with reading. The children are really enthusiastic about these exercises and enjoy doing them.

Scientist believes that children need to have control over their head movement in order to read properly and that these physical exercises will help children to do this. They agree that exercise is directly linked to learning and even standing on one leg have great effects on reading abilities.

If a child holds the pen from fist instead of fingers than this might show that the child is having some difficulties in moving his muscles properly ...

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

feel like an old pal.

Loneliness is a Part … Don’t know what’s on my mind. Friends are not in reach neither family is in reach. Kind of lonely days has over shadowed my views.

But nowadays I don’t get time to think about all these, I am too busy in running, side to side. Jus want to get a relief in a better condition. Sometimes feel scared to face new things, but can’t escape, somehow have to take the task. I have got something from this struggling life but still want to learn more.

If I could not achieve what I expected than I will regret for it, for the rest of my story. Time is running so fast making me old day by day.

Today when I go facebook I see kids from 1995, while chatting with them I feel like an old pal.

Ramadan has always been a memorable month

Ramadan has always been a memorable month and Insha Allah will be a memorable month. May Allah give good hidhayath to you all and show you the right path. And may Allah forgive us for the things we see and hear every day. May Allah give a veil to all those ladies who don’t wear burqa during the holy month of Ramadan, and may Allah give you all a good knowledge of Islam.
Ramadan Mubarak …

There were times, we also hide and eat, to whom you must hide, is the one from whom you cannot hide. He is the one who made you and he is the one who will call you back.

“Thabaraksmu Rabikazil Jalaali Val Ikraam” Glorious Quran, Sura Ah Rahman, Verse no: 78

“Blessed be the name of thy Lord, Full of Majesty, Bounty and Honour.”

Monday, August 16, 2010

The 1st Page Of My 1st Story


Once upon a time in new Mexico there was girl called Leila, she was a 22 year old young lady in nursing college, haring slow rhythmic music, and reading knowledgeable books were her hobbies. For her love was very strait and simple, she was not that kind of girl who believes in fairy tales, she believes in reality and she believed that love can happen any time but if you don’t want to take it further you can just forget about it, she learned that even if you are kept alone with your enemy for a long while then you will care about him, you will love him… she was not in search of Mr. Perfect. Few years back Since she entered the nursing college she had 6 or 7 affairs, but she don’t take those things so seriously it’s just like a vacation, one comes and one goes out… simple. It was in last year when her parents gave her a vacation to spend her holidays in United Arab Emirates.
UAE was a beautiful place and by the time the best tourism spot in the planet. As she landed in Abu Dhabi, the capital of UAE, she was amazed to see the luxury of the airport. Her dad had already done her reservation in Hotel Al Arab so there was three tour guides to receive her in airport… within an half an hour they reached to Hotel Al Arab. Her mouth was easily opening when she saw the sights of the most precious hotel in the world. She reached to main counter and the reception lady handed her the key of her room, her luggages was already delivered to her room so slowly she started to walk while viewing the interior of the place… as she reached to her room she saw a dashing guy with a little beard, wearing everything in black expect a white scarf on her neck. The guy happened to come across her, face to face but he just gave a nice smile and went, Leila was dazzled by his charm and was watching him until he went out of her sight.
Not wasting any time, Leila went to reception and asked about this guy, who just now passed across her. From the reception she got to know that the guy was staying just next to her room. That night she was thinking about this guy, it was not love at first sight, it’s just because Leila wanted to have a relationship with this guy. At least she got something new to do in Dubai. The next morning she went for a walk around the place as she noticed a black Ferrari car entering the hotel, the car passed nearby her and stopped at the main entrance of the hotel, the door opened and a guy came out of the car as she saw him she noticed, that was the guy who she saw yesterday. She was thinking and said in a low voice “this guy seems like an agent or a secretive detective”. This time she went direct behind him and followed him to his room, as he reached his room he watch his back and he saw Leila.
“Hello, I am Leila” she said,
The guy smiled and said “Oh! I am Tolal, Nice to meet you”.
Leila said “I am staying right next to your room, why don’t you join me for a cup of Coffee”.
He said “Oh! No Thanks! I just finished a coffee, next time”,
He was totally a different guy then others, Leila new it’s not easy to get him in hand. Leila knew that a lady couldn’t impress this guy easily because he must be having hundreds of ladies after him. But Leila insisted
“come on’ at least you can just sit with me and chat a little bit”.

Saturday, August 14, 2010

She is not my classmate neither she is my friend or someone I know…

it was in last December, I was sitting in male international airport ferry when I saw a chocolate brown girl in black, she had black hair in a loose cut style and she was wearing a big silver earring and had a nice dimple on her cheek. She was with her sister and mom.

I tried to avoid her but my eyes had already locked the target, I got lucky 15 minutes to see her face very clearly and then as her feet touched the airport she disappeared. I was sad because I thought she was embarking and maybe I won’t see her again in my life time, but it was co incidence over co incidence or it was just luck that I saw her in airport café, I was happy to knew that she wasn’t embarking she just came to embark her mom.

How sweet it was, she and her sis was sitting next to my table but before I grab my food they left, I ran out of the café to see her but I lost them again. After a while again I saw her in the ferry, this time I was ready to run like a horse after them. As we reached male’ they started walking and I also started walking behind them , definitely they will notice me now because I have been following her for past an hour so they noticed me and changed their root but this time I preferred to walk on my root. I have seen her face and within an hour with the help of my networks I have known her name and school.

Only God knows what was going to happen next, her root and my root ended up in the same position, face to face. I said “O God, is this a miracle”.

Friday, July 23, 2010

Don’t be as dumb as an Elephant …

The bigger your dream, the bigger you are …
The smaller your dream, the smaller you are …

Say “I will touch the moon” then you will try to reach it. If you say “being a secretary is cool for me” then you won’t try anything bigger than that, as a result you will remain in one position.

That’s why people say don’t be as dumb as an Elephant, a baby elephant is trained near its pole, a rope will be tied in the baby elephants’ leg and the other end of the rope will be tied to a pole. So the baby elephant will get trained to be near by its pole. When the baby elephant grows bigger and bigger being able to cut the rope easily, then also the elephant won’t try to break the rope. Because the elephant feels that it can’t break the rope. It is mentally trained … people have fooled the largest mammal on land.

Monday, July 12, 2010

Knowledge ... !

I know that my blog archives are always with a sad story… people will think that I don’t know how to express happiness…
he he … somehow true.
Most of the time my pen works when I am sad … I don’t know why but when I am happy there is nothing in my mind.
Today I am not sad so as usual there are no great stories in my mind … so let’s just share some general knowledge.

People said that the earth was in the shape of a football. But the glorious Quran says that the earth is in the shape of an ostrich egg … means not exact round.
Yesterday’s science doesn’t believe in this theory. But today when the science is advanced we know that it is true.
The theory written in the glorious Quran is the absolute truth.
Today’s science tells us that the world is in the shape of an ostrich egg, exactly an ostrich egg.

Today also two third people of the world think and believe that the sun never rotates. It was mentioned in Quran that the sun also rotates …
yesterday science was far behind. They don’t believe at all. But today’s science tells us that the sun also rotates while maintaining in one position.

Yesterday everybody thinks that the flowing river water gets mixed up with salt water when it flows’ to the sea.
But Quran says that the flowing river water never get mixed up with the sea water.
Today we know that it is true. The flowing pure river water never gets mixed up with the salt water.

Few decades ago when we say that the plants also has sex like male and female, people will say we are fools,
science was mocking at us. But today’s science tells us that it is true. A plant also has sex like male and female.

All these unbelievable theories were written in the Quran 1400 years back.

Who can write all this mysterious theories in Quran 1400 years back when there was nothing called science…

Show a person an unseen, unheard product and ask him to tell someone, who knows this mysterious product more than anyone.

No matter whom you asked the question, the only answer left in his mouth will be the creator, the manufacturer, the inventor.

Likewise only the creator of this universe can give us so much detail about the mysterious universe.

““ It is he who created the night and the day, and the sun and the moon: all (the celestial bodies) swim along, each in its rounded course.””
From Glorious Quran, Soora Al Ambiya, Ayat 33.


What we know 1400 years back, science has discovered it yesterday…


Even today’s science is left far behind … tomorrow they will believe in the glorious Quran.

Friday, July 2, 2010

It had been days, since I am trying to change this blog into a .Com.” EfWall.com” so you don’t have to write blogspot.com. Insha Allah in next month this target will be accomplished

It had been seven years

It had been seven years since I saw her. Still whenever I see her, I get an electric shock. Don’t know why but still my heart dhak dhaks for her …

To see her Hanging with others, doesn’t pain at all. Just wanna see her face even though she is not my type. I know she is not mine… but if I get than ill hang around for a while. Buts it’s better to stay away from her… maybe she will burn me.

She is Hot coz she is Fire. Hell Fire…
So it’s better to stay away from her rather than burning in Hell Fire…

There is v v v beautiful chick in my class

looks like she is my age but most of the girls and boys in my class are usually 1 year or 2 year younger than me, no worries … !
Every night she comes in a bike with a guy, maybe it’s her bro or bf. Who cares …!
She is sitting in the girl’s side so I don’t get a chance to talk with her and also I am not a kind of guy who goes strait and say I love u.

I don’t think I am able to do that. When I am in the right spot my mouth won’t open, that’s the weakness in me. The ladies have to roll my mouth.

Most of the time it happens with me … the girl will sit nearby me for hours and days, she is accepting me to say something really sweet but my mouth is zipped. She will patiently wait and in the end she will open her mouth …

Monday, June 14, 2010

Hearing hard things to resist…

“Kaley” means “you” in Dhivehi. Normally people use it to express their anger, to someone for whom they really don’t care.

To say “Kaley“, to a family member, to somebody for whom I really care about, is a very big thing for me. Hearing “Kaley” from them is a crack in my heart. And cracks remains for decades, even though I don’t show it to them. It’s much better to call by name instead of saying “Kaley”.

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Maybe if they get angry and say something Bigger then “Kaley” then also I am not gonna treat them bad, in fact I will treat them much more than before.
But a crack will always remain in my heart ….

At times their way of thinking is different than others…

when we say the truth, they will be thinking something about us… something that doesn’t make sense. They are every interesting to examine.

If we say the truth then they won’t believe us… this is a very common thing between married couples. Most of the time, the lady won’t believe anything the husband says, one way or another way she will suspect her husband. And it happens with the men too, the husband won’t believe what the wife is saying, no matter it is truth or not. In one way or another he will suspect her wife.

Thou they break up… why people marry each other if they don’t trust each other.
Get a one who you can trust

It’s better to relax in home… free of thinking
Jus have a smoke and sing No women No Cry …

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Good Enough

This is happy year but sometimes miss those friends and the rascals with whom I hung around for years… but I don’t get time to find them in this busy crowd. I am too busy with my work and studies.

It’s time to change, not a little bit. It’s the time for a huge change… to find new friends to find new ways to think ahead more seriously than ever before.

Destiny is unknown, let see what happens in the end of this year.

If you don’t...Then you’re psycho…

If you don’t believe in the existence of god,

Then you’re psycho… if you’re not a psycho then at least you will believe in a religion.

No matter whether it is Islam, Christianity, Hinduism or Judaism, everybody believes that there is a God. It is the only common term between all the religions.

Chicks are very beautiful to watch...

I met a girl when I was in college, the first time I saw her I was staring at her face for almost an hour. It happened during the general assembly, she knew that I was staring at her face and she wanted to go but during the assembly no one was permitted to leave so she didn’t had any choice. When the assembly finished I stood and started to walk to the exit when the girl came up to me and said “hello, my name is …………. Do I know you” I said “yes but only your name”, “how?” surprisingly she said, there was a pretty smile on her face, for a minute I was dazzled by her sweet charm and then I said “just now you told me that your name is ……….” And I laughed and went. She was smiling and looking at me till I went out of her site.

After that conversation I saw her three days later in the college outdoor, I was smoking when I saw her I threw it and tried to pretend like a very good boy. But so sad she saw me smoking, she came and sat nearby me and said “you naughty boy, smoking kills” I said “bees” and she laughed, she was very friendly.

Later on when we became good friends, she used to ask me why you like to stare at my face? By the time she is asking the question, I am lost in her face…

I maintained a very good relationship with her for a long time. Today she is a very good friend of mine.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Opening Eyes ...

There were days of sunny UV rays, there were days of rains … there were people with a good will, there were people with an evil intention. There were ladies as beautiful as a pristine glory. There were ways to get rich and there were ways to sleep on the floor.
At first when I rubbed my eyes to the teenage years, these are the things that I saw. But thank God. I never took a long time to understand this world.
Years ago, the first time when I entered a school I never thought that school is gonna be so hard… at last when I was expelled from the school I knew that life is gonna be so hard. But without any crying I left the school… I don’t regret for that, why should I regret. In those days I hate studying so I threw it away, today when I’m interested in it I picked it. Whatever it is, it’s gone, if it is bad then its experience, if it is good then its good.
When I walked away from the school, I knew that the self made Multi Billionaire Bill Gates also was a school dropout. Even the Rich Saudi Multi Billionaire and the World Famous Terrorist Osama Bin laden, also was a school dropout.

Today I remember my old buddies…

It had been four months since I left one of my best buddies… it is not my anger ruling over my emotions, it is my fear to reunite, it is my fear for making a mistake. Every time when I see him there is a very positive intention in my mind to go and talk with him… because I care for them. But I fear to see the ruins again… I fear that the friendship is going to be over again in a certain point.
Friends are like stars, no matter what we do we remain in the same position. No matter if we become enemies, then also we are going to remain as the same …
You don’t see two stars, which run to opposite directions…

Wasting all the time in front of TV…



Wasting anything is haram in Islam… and those who, who are wasting the valuable time in front of TV, are practicing a Sin. I am not against TV in fact TV is one of my favorites. But it is good as long as you keep it good, if you are watching some series it is a waste… every day you have to arrange your schedule.
Why don’t you go to nearby cinema and watch a nice movie… and it’s not waste, because a nice movie comes once in a month. Or you can surf the internet. It will enrich your knowledge. Or why don’t you watch documentaries, like National Geographic Channel programs.
And also your favorite drama series are full of nonsense… if Series are your favorite then why don’t you watch Prison Break or something that makes a little sense.
Why do ladies always prefer the nonsense …?
These drama series show people talking crap, bla blaa blaaa… house fights, mother in law and daughter in law wars… wow isn’t it lovely.
I know you will say that, no matter how much I say or the people say, you are not going to change your mind …
Because fools are the ones who don’t believe that they are the fools.

I always had cartoon brother.
I don’t know what was wrong with him. I don’t know what is going on his mind. Always watching cartoons and behaving like them, talking like them, walking like them he was more than a cartoon. Jumping and running is his hobbies. Years ago he love Ben ten ad a Japanese cartoon called shin chang. But know he loves Hannah Montana, he love Miley Cyrus and Celina Gomez. Hannah Montana is for girls but he doesn’t give a damn, what he loves is his favorite.

Friday, May 14, 2010

Friends & Advisers

I like to be friends with mothers and fathers. Chatting with them or having a conversation with them. Knowing their feelings, their way of thinking about life… most of the time they are very interesting… sometimes teenagers don’t like to talk with oldies, they think they are boring, but not for me. Old people have gone through a lot, they have experienced life, and they have seen a lot. If I get a little advice from them, then also I will consider myself lucky…
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Everybody says “why don’t you have a friend of your age”. All my best buddies are older than me 1 year or 8 years older than me… my level of thinking doesn’t match with my aged boys or girls… they are too Toy Boy… as far as my memory goes I remember I was the youngest one between my friends and today also I am the youngest one and the Spot light stealer.
The longest friendship I had and I have is with jerry. It has been 16 years for our friendship as best buddies. As I mentioned before he is 1 years older than me, I can’t even remember were we met or how we met. I can only remember the times I used to see him from my class window when I was in baby nursery.
If anybody says anything about jerry I used to sing these two lines in a slow rhythm “Nobody can hold my buddy down, Nobody can hold my breath down”.

10/05/2010

Never Be Fuked Up

Always having coffee is not just, to get the caffeine but to get the joy. Although coffee is very expensive, we have to mange it somehow. There was days we were out of cash never got a drop of coffee for almost 3 months. And there was days with the big cash and we never came out of coffee shops.
I had always wanted to be athlete. I don’t want to sit in one place and smoke forever. As soon as I become an athlete I am going to quit smoking. Or else it will cause me to loose my strength.
I knew I was somehow lucky, but not that much lucky to hang out with the one, for whom I am melting like an ice cube. But I am too lucky that God saves me from this sinful hell coals.
Maybe there are girls who really want to have a relationship with me, I am their choice but they are not my choice. There is nothing I can offer them, I just say sorry to them, that’s the only thing left in my mouth. If she is the “Jall Pari” of my dreams than it is okay. But if she is not, I don’t to waste my valuable time.
Maybe people are saying right, most of the time you don’t get the one who you want. if you don’t than also its okay, you don’t need to sit down and cry for her. But for sure you will find someone better than her. Maybe there is no one better than her in your area, around you. But there are better ones around the world.
People say that when you come to this world you are already tied with someone. I have heard people saying that this girl is made for me and I am for her etc. all those long stories is just for kids who don’t sleep until “Safaru Kaiddha” comes.
You are a free man you got your freedom to choose whoever you want… sometimes you don’t get the fish in your hand, it will escape in some way… but still if you don’t give up, you have to suck the water out of the sea. And that is the thing you cannot do, no matter how hard you try. But No worries try another one…

There are Some People

There are some people who always try to make excuses. By this way or that way, somehow they will find a way to make excuses.
Normally they will say tomorrow, and they leave everything to tomorrow. But the sad thing is, that tomorrow never comes. Successful people will drag the garbage out of schedule. They will be relaxing at home, because they are already done with everything.
Multi millionaires say that taking responsibility is the way to success, putting the responsibility on the other’s shoulders is also a way, those people also roll, but those who take the responsibility, rolls faster than those, they run. And they encourage others to run.
Something’s are there you cannot put on others, as Albert Enstine says “you cannot hire someone to do your push-ups ‘’.
You will get what you deserve.
And there are some people who will sit down and cry on their destiny. Crying on your situation, crying on your life, is not going to change anything unless you stand and try, to find a better way.
I hate teenagers, they don’t think, they will say “what so ever”. They feel that they are the best and there is nothing like them. Correct that’s true, they are fools who think there cool, and there is nothing like fools.
I love to fool them.
And also there are some people with a degree and still working in a government job as a secretary. There are educated but there thinking is limited, they limited their thinking. When they graduate highly and get a job in an office, they will feel this is it, I am finally a man and it’s time to get married, and they will get married and get kids and will spend their whole life in the same way, in the same job or in same kind of jobs. They can think of a business, they can think of big cash or they can think to live in a other country, more civilized, but no they won’t they are in there comfort zone. They believe that it is the only things available for them and there is no more for sale.

Roll as it Rolls

Roll as it rolls…
Getting old doesn’t make you a bore. And getting old doesn’t mean to be old. I have seen 45 year old people still wearing jeans, hearing rock music, riding Harley Davidson’s. They are still enjoying life, even though they are taking all the responsibility of their family, they still get time to enjoy because they find it.
Getting old doesn’t mean that you have to adopt old fashions or neither has it meant that you have to adopt old styles.
Some people think when they becomes fathers they have to give up all their hobbies, favorites, they think it is the time to give up all. I know fathers have to show their kids a very good example… but does it mean that you are out of touch. You can’t play any games…
As you get old obviously you will try to get young, but it is not possible… some people do get lucky, but not everyone. But you can make up your mind, and forget about oldness, but getting married twice trice is not a good idea…
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There are something’s I don’t agree, for me it is a big problem… if I am already married and has a kid and suddenly my wife get road kill… then again I have to find a new partner but before that I will see to my kid weather he remembers anything or not, if he is too young to remember anything then there is no problem I can get married, but if the kid remembers everything it is not a very good idea to get married soon. You can get a good wife but for the kid it is no easy task, to call mom to a stranger…
But people don’t think about these stuffs they get married they get what they want and they won’t think about the kids… father dies or mother dies, that story is not so common, usually there is nothing so sad. Most of the parents fight with each other and ruins the kid’s life. Normally these fights don’t last too long it ends in a break up, and they are separated…
Maybe we are the kids who don’t think about these rubbishes and lives our life as blatant as possible. But there are some kids who do think a lot about this, and if someone doesn’t stop them they are going to waste their mind in this matter…

Miss those days

Now when I am used to wake up early, I still miss those days I stay up late. Midnight is a part of my life, all my hobbies, whatever it is, it is done in midnight. I love to be alone in the room in the silence, those are great moments to think… people they are bored, lonely and they roam in the road. If I get bored that’s a jackpot to me, there are many things I can do in those times and there are many things I can learn in those times. I do paint, I do write, I do read, but I don’t show it to anyone… I keep it in my room hung in the wall or just in the corner, and there are very few ones who have seen my room.

In front of my bed I have a big name plate, “EW Koffee House” that is the name of my dream, every day when I wake up, the first thing I see is my dream, it keeps me focus on my desires, I use the same name in my wallet and in my phone wall paper.
And also I have wrote down 100 goals to complete before my time is up, Those are side goals not my target, those goals are like visiting Singapore, to have a relationship with a hot doctor, or meeting aamir khan. As I complete I mark the goal as completed. Now I have completed 2 goals.
Science is not a subject in my interest, but today I feel like studying physiques. I want to learn how to deal with electric, my father always wanted me to be a technician or an engineer, in fact that is his biggest dream.
He was a genius, if there is eclectic, he is there. He was both engineer and technician… he never studied these electrical stuff he learned it by himself… he was a kind of guy who will remove the IC of a TV, and chew it and taste it, and at last he will say the fault of the TV. That’s called Magic…
Years ago he will teach me how to fixed speakers and TV remotes and stuffs, but I was never interested.

When I was very young I would ask him for a coin and he will say “Kid there is a magic speaker that I invented, go check the speaker! Every day it will give you one coin” and I ran to the speaker, removed the back of it and checked inside, there was a coin inside it every day… he loved to fool me he puts one coin inside it every night and the following morning I will rush to the speaker and found a coin inside it…

He was funny, he will shout, he will fight, he will get angry but when my grandpa arrives he will be just a baby boy with a nipple in his mouth…
Those are unforgettable moments…

New Year 2010

It was a lonely New Year, bored by life, roaming around, nothing to do…
Before also I have felt like this but not this much, there was no big plans, no money, no honey… the only schedule was to Sleep, Wake & Pray…
Praying was something new to me, I never tried to do it. But I wanted to change my style. I wanted to bring a big change in to my life when I was 18+. So did, I started to Pray. Daily as much as I can, probably I can but it was the evil intentions in my mind, interrupting me. But day by day I was learning how to win over my evil mind…
Prayers don’t leave you in deep sea, if you did it with true intentions then you will find a way… I knew It won’t happen overnight, I have to be patient.
It took three months, but finally all that prayers came true, I found water in the middle of a dessert…
I was not a kind of guy who wear shorts and runs after chicks, there were some delicious chicks but I don’t have time for them, I was always I guy with a huge dream, barley can take it to shoulders, I want to raise as a multi millionaire with a aim to pore the money over the poor. Normally my aged boys and my peers don’t think about their future, they don’t have a dream, they are just like the ones who won’t believe if I say them there is fire in there ass, they will say let go off it, when the fire raise and burn their ass then they will run side by side.
I always think ahead, and had a backup plan with me… but sometimes fool around …
Everything you face in life is the results of what you have done… you get yourself in trouble and blame God, you don’t know how to swim, and neither have you tried to learn, you don’t encourage people to learn. When Tsunami comes and everybody dies… why do you blame God, the bitterness in your mouth is from the lemon you swallowed yesterday.
God puts you in trial and will show you a way out of it…
It’s a very important thing to advise others… you do the good and you don’t show the good, ends in a bad way. When the punishment comes, it will come to both good and bad… the ones who is good has to stop the ones who is bad. You have to advise if it doesn’t make any difference then do anything but stop it. People will say what nonsense but it does make sense, if you where in a boat and some of the crew members were damaging the boat, no matter you damage it or not, if you don’t stop them the boat will sink, with you…
Chicks roaming in the road showing their spare parts… with no burqa, some with burqa but half naked, shame is the only thing they don’t have. Where are all the sheikhs, can’t they see these ladies. No they won’t see, they can only see my ear stud.