Friday, May 27, 2011

My Unpredictable World ...

Everybody is busy with their own work, no matter what time it is. Working towards progress to achieve something and some of them are forgoing their life for the sake of their kids. Rich and poor both scales are struggling on in their levels. Prayer calls, people in mosque, students in class and us watching all these. A day consists of the better and the bitter. I build up my mind from those two components, the better and the bitter. I had such awful nightmares and some awesome experiences.

Sometime back I had a very strong belief over my opinion over my perspective that it is the best and yeah most of the time it is. My view might be the right idea but there might be some answers better than mine. And the great thing is they prove their ideas by working it.  I was never keen about getting married in a early age and when my friend got ready to be hubby I advised him on this topic, I said he should think again before getting married, I said he is gonna miss his young days, I said it will be headache but against my word he got married in early 20 and he proved it successful and now he is a daddy too. But as I said now he is missing a part of lifetime and it’s a headache though he doesn’t admit it. My view was never wrong neither his view was wrong he succeeded but with the odds.

From that day onwards I kept that thing in my mind, there are ways for everything, right ways and bad ways and even there might be multiple right ways but you got to hold on the better, but you will taste the bitterness of the path someday but that’s the way how it is as there are disadvantages in advantages too.

My dad and me are always against each other, his views and my views never comes to the same point so we had to argue for a long time and finally I got my room and shifted aside 2 and a half years ago. He loves me and I love him too but if he want me to be an engineer or a technician than sorry dad. I’m not the one to be doing that, just because my dad is one of the finest engineer and technician in Maldives I don’t need to be following him. It’s obvious, two people have different mind and different style so I’m saying it clearly that those engineering things are not for me. Money comes from the dirt so I guess politics is the best way to win money.

At times dad is funny, he is angry for the reason that I don’t fell in a deep relationship. He wants me to be with a good girl hehe… but I’m a boy and according to Sharia I don’t need to tell him about my marriage, I can tell him if I want and if I don’t than let it be. At this age I don’t want to go through a deep relationship, it’s time for fun not for caring. Mom cares about me so I guess for now I don’t need a girl to be caring me. A caring girl is good but along with it comes a headache too.

Some people just jumps into a relation for some bang bang sexology, if that’s the case than there are ways for me to bang bang with good friends and it’s easy since I don’t need to jump to a relation with them.  When considering a relationship, banging is never my first priority. Living a life with me, that’s my priority. So dad’s view is good and mine too but for now I’m not being able to find that lady.

A day of sunshine and a day of rain, a day of joy and a day of dispirit.  My ways are perfect but watch out its spiky since there are no easy ways to win.  The furthermost memory I have is from the first day to school, a day from 1993 summer. Mom took me to school and on the way she almost changed my mind towards school so I was like very excited to see the place but unfortunately when I saw my teacher… O my god! a black lady with a wicked hair, “MUMMY” I cried out loud and cried out for help and fortunately the principle saw me and he asked my mom to take me to a class where I am happy so that day I was working around the school to figure out the best class. Finally after hours I found a very nice hot teacher fair as a peach, straight long black hair and she was smiling at me so I ran and jumped to her arms. Hmmmm felt like a hot nap anyway mom registered me in that class and I named my teacher “Fair Aunty” and from that day on wards till today, after 18 years whenever I see her, I call her “Fair Aunty” and she love me.

So those golden days from 90’s were the most memorable days of my life, the things that goes around and the people around us were totally different from today. There are some specific objects from 90’s which are very memorable tools like Bicycle, Kites and an interval bottle which seems like a Binocular. 

Our family is one heck of a family that’s sticks together… some people are just too lazy to find out who their cousins are and some are aware but don’t even recognize them but unlike them we recognize a huge part of our family… from cousins to 2nd and 3rd cousins and thank god that we all stick together like sisters and brothers. And it’s huge, from both sides I got 31 cousins. I love them all and they all love me too, I think so. Though we all live in different parts of the world at last we are connected by internet…  I am happy that I was born in a digital age with all these technologies.

When it comes to technology I really like to experiment things up like unscrewing my PC and checking inside it and breaking it and again rebuilding it… and unscrewing my bike and trying to figure out what’s inside it and it goes weirdly long and long… in doing that you get to learn a lot, see now I can fix my mobile without any help of my dad, Isn’t that great.

Like that there are some amazing talents in me like graffiti in everywhere, painting whatever, riding anything, gaming to the extreme, long distance swimming, guessing your thoughts, talking unstoppable and mentally reacting fast and slow and never getting panic since there is the light of hope and also I can figure out the size of bra wears by seeing it…. well that’s called a super power. With great powers come great responsibilities… by the way Spiderman’s uncle said that.

I am really really sad that my teeny teeny years are getting over in no time. But you all teeny teeny bloggers please please don’t treat me like an old pal. I am no grandpa yet,, surly I’ll match your expectations… surely I’ll wear pinky pinky T shirts and eat choco chocolates and try to keep my mind like a teeny teeny.

Friday, May 13, 2011

The First Year… was wowing

Blogger has gone down in past few months but let’s hope that it will rise back in no time. So this month it’s my blog anniversary, and in its first year I have posted total fifty posts. I think that’s enough for a year but this year I am gonna target around twenty five posts. Since there aren’t any excitements like the first year and also there are no many things to write, I will try to get something good and then after the final touches I will post it. It might take a month or a week, but I won’t be posting till something comes or forms up in my mind. My last post was a very different post than the posts I usually do. The last post was the 50th post so I want to make it a lil bit different, Coincidently the Bin Laden death story raised in the very same time so I just tried to focus on some great news’s of Osama Bin Laden.

Sometime back when I met Dhona she asked me “Hws life” and I said that it suks, in reply Dhona said that I am one person she knows who’s life is all time Fucked up. I laughed and then later on I noticed that yes it’s true, seriously I have created a sad image of myself mostly through my blog. But that’s the way how thing goes around most of the time but there is another side of a coin too.
Generally saying I am happy, I don’t have real sad stories, I am sad because the things never go the way I want it to go.

Well I am happy because I am being able to blog and that I have some fewer blog friends, I am happy that my family is wonderful and that I get enough of everything from them mostly freedom. Like that it goes long and long… I am happy to see ifa after four years hehe…

Sometimes people consider me as a sad person because I don’t get involved with them in major events such as barbeques, picnics and night fishing… I don’t like it, that’s why I don’t do it. It happens a lot, what I like people don’t like. I like jogging so I go for jogging but alone because no one likes it, I like blogging but none of my friend is interested in doing it. Jerry tried out blogging but hardly he posted two posts and then forgot. I read books in fact a dozens of books and I like to paint but everybody is bored to do it.  I got a very close friend called Farish; when I asked him he said that he hates blogging and moreover he will probably hate to read anything.

I have always been very different, the kind of cloths I wear and majorly my way of thinking… I set my watch upside down so the 12 is gonna be the 6 and 6 is gonna be the 12, and I wear it in my right wrist facing its head down. People ask me why? I said I like it that way… I use my mobile from left hand and always keep it in my left pocket and even I text from left hand but believe me I am not a lefty. I want to use my left hand equally to my right hand even my left leg… but I won’t be able to focus on both sides. But still if you can do that than it’s so easy in everything.

Hmm so this is the third day since I started to write this post… these days life is rolling backwards, I am writing this post from the same PC  I used to write my first post, sitting in the same chair in my aunt’s mobile shop. Don’t be confused, I said in a previous post that the idea of blogging came up to my mind in a rainy afternoon in Bangalore, India. That’s true and in fact I opened my blog in India but I posted when I was in Male’. 

My major aim is to open my own blog website and soon Insha Allah I’ll do that. It just takes few dollars per year and it easy to handle and you don’t have to be concerned about your blog contacts, they will be following you just the way we are following now, the only difference is gonna be that it will be your own website powered by blogger. In the mid of last year I tried to buy the name EFWALL.COM but it was already registered under some construction company, sad  so I am just figuring out a good name, or else you can suggest me a good URL.

Talking about my template… in my view its crocodile shit, seriously. When it comes to templates than it takes hours and hours of work to complete a good template so for now I am keeping it a lil bit edited till I get some good time to deal with it.  Dhona is very keen and very good in searching templates from the whole internet. Sometime back she suggested me some good ones, I tried them and tried to change the HTML the way I want it to be but at that time blogger was not updated but now in this very 2011 blogger has updated the site very well for guys like us. So I will try out the new stuffs too. And then the template will remain the same for the rest of the year because you know it’s no easy to be changing it every day and also I will be busy like hell in upcoming months.

So the recent update of my job is a shocking news… they announced and I applied for the job and along with me 100 people applied for the job. So its 101 people for just one post, hmmm seems like it’s gonna be tough.

My never ending classes are still going on and one lady in my class had ended my classes to rubbish by some amazing curves but I got to say I also have curves keke, I’ll leave her alone because she is not worth enough for a guy like me. So damn her and it’s time to study like a good mama’s boy… 

Friday, May 6, 2011

is he living in the moon ??

The most dangerous conspiracy file ever opened, the biggest man hunt ever done, and he is the most wanted man in human history. The leader and the founder of the most wanted gang Al-Qaeda. His face is known, his biography is known and he is living among us yet for more than a decade Osama Bin Laden has managed to evade the world’s greatest super powers.

There have been rumors about him since 9/11 and along with it there are some real stories. After not being heard of him for nine long years people started to believe that he is no more, yes it maybe true since there have been rumors about Bin Laden that he got kidney treatments in American hospital in UAE but there are no clear proof of it. In November 2001 Bin Laden was seen for the last time in public in eastern Afghanistan in Jalal Abad. “Hamid Mir” is the man who conducted the last interview of Bin Laden, as said by him, they gave him some pills to loose his stomach and he had to take hot water baths for 10 times and than he was blind folded and wrapped in a blanket. After several hours of driving “Hamid Mir” was rolled out in front of Bin Laden. When asked by “Hamid Mir” Bin Laden cleared that he was not suffering from any kidney decease and in fact that he can ride his horse for 70 kilometers without a stop and yes no kidney patient can do that. Since December 2001 there has been no verifiable sighting of Bin Laden. Super powers haven’t had eyes on Bin Laden over nine long years; he vanished from the face of earth.

“Tariq Saeed” an Pakistan observer said that his sources said that Bin Laden died in a natural death after developing a series of lung problems in the mid December of 2001 after the Tora Bora fights and that he was buried in the range of Tora Bora and about 30-40 people probably friends and bodyguards attended his funeral and as a tribute to Bin Laden hundreds of bullets was fired in the air but it is not proved till date.
“Tora Bora” is the old mountain Base of Osama Bin Laden, referring to Wikipedia In 2001, it was suspected to be in use by Al-Qaeda and the location of bin Laden's headquarters, variously described as a multi-storied cave complex harnessing hydroelectric power from mountain streams, or a lower-rise dwelling with hotel-like corridors capable of sheltering more than 1,000. It was also said to contain a large cache of ammunition, such as missiles left over from the 1980s.The outposts in use in 2001 were originally built by extending and shoring up natural caves, with the assistance of CIA in the early 1980s for use by “Mujahedeen” during the Soviet invasion of Afghanistan.
Each and every video release of Bin Laden is examined for years in process intelligence tries to find the location by hearing the background sounds and by zooming out the background.  Referring to BBC conspiracy files it’s said that geologists were brought to find out the kind of rock Bin Laden was sitting and to detect the areas where those kinds of rocks are common moreover to detect the sound of a bird ethologists were brought so than it may lead to an area where these kinds of birds live. But no clues, the only usage of his video tapes are to get the message.
Abdel Bari Atwan being the only journalist to spend three days with Bin laden in Tora Bora said that Bin Laden holds a gun which he captured from a soviet general and he carries it as a sign of his heroism. After the collapse of Soviet Union Bin Laden lived freely in Sudan, in 1998 Bin Laden announced that he is going to fight against the unbelievers and the people against Islam. After few months two car bombs was blasted in Us embassies in Kenya and Tanzania. It is quoted as the hallmark of Al-Qaeda and for the first time in 1998 Bin Laden was put on the FBI top most wanted list. Referring to BBC conspiracy files after few months Us got the best intelligence about Bin Laden from human assets, but it wasn’t possible to shoot him due to a mosque next to the place where this incident took place.   
Refereeing to a book which I read “Osama, forming of a terrorist”, it mentions about a missile attack in somewhere in the Arab world, if I am not wrong then it was a factory and further it says that missile attacks was struck in that place on the basis of intelligence reports just few seconds after Bin Laden left the place. And he is grateful to Allah for saving him.
He is  between 6'4" and 6'6" (193– 198 cm) in height and weighing about 165 pounds (75 kg) fair Arab man born and raised in Saudi Arabia, he said to have been a fan of westerns but unlike his family members he never schooled in west. His father Muhammad Bin Laden is the favorite building contractor of Saudi King and probably the most famous building contractor in the Arab world. As mentioned in Wikipedia he obtained a degree in civil engineering or degree in public administration. In 1979 after leaving the college Bin Laden joined Abdullah Azzam and with him he left to Afghanistan to fight Soviet Union and lived in Peshawar for a recorded time of 10 years under the U.S. Presidents Carter and Reagan, the United States Central Intelligence Agency provided overt and covert financial aid, arms and training to Osama's Islamic jihad Mujahedeen through Operation Cyclone, and the Reagan Doctrine. President Reagan often praised the Mujahedeen as Afghanistan's "Freedom Fighters."
There are people who met Bin Laden and somehow he was in news in last nine years though there was no single clue about him. Many Pakistan journalists said that it is said by Al-Qaeda that Bin Laden is alive.
May 1, 2011 it was announced that Osama Bin Laden was shot dead. And it is said that facial recognition tests and genetic testing further supported Bin Laden’s identification and it is said that his body was taken out to the sea for burial. Till now there are no clear video or even a picture of this event.
By different Medias in different countries, when asked the people about his death, most of them said that he is alive…
A man, who evaded the greatest super powers in history, doesn’t seem to get shot in an easy game.