My Scarytales

There were days of sunny UV rays, there were days of rains … there were people with a good will, there were people with an evil intention. There were ladies as beautiful as a pristine glory. There were ways to get rich and there were ways to sleep on the floor. At first when I rubbed my eyes to the teenage years, these are the things that I saw. But thank God. I never took a long time to understand this world. Years ago, the first time when I entered a school I never thought that school is gonna be so hard… at last when I was expelled from the school I knew that life is gonna be so hard. But without any crying I left the school… I don’t regret for that, why should I regret. In those days I hate studying so I threw it away, today when I’m interested in it I picked it. Whatever it is, it’s gone, if it is bad then its experience, if it is good then its good. When I walked away from the school, I knew that the self made Multi Billionaire Bill Gates also was a school dropout. Even the Rich

It had been four months since I left one of my best buddies… it is not my anger ruling over my emotions, it is my fear to reunite, it is my fear for making a mistake. Every time when I see him there is a very positive intention in my mind to go and talk with him… because I care for them. But I fear to see the ruins again… I fear that the friendship is going to be over again in a certain point. Friends are like stars, no matter what we do we remain in the same position. No matter if we become enemies, then also we are going to remain as the same … You don’t see two stars, which run to opposite directions…

Wasting anything is haram in Islam… and those who, who are wasting the valuable time in front of TV, are practicing a Sin. I am not against TV in fact TV is one of my favorites. But it is good as long as you keep it good, if you are watching some series it is a waste… every day you have to arrange your schedule. Why don’t you go to nearby cinema and watch a nice movie… and it’s not waste, because a nice movie comes once in a month. Or you can surf the internet. It will enrich your knowledge. Or why don’t you watch documentaries, like National Geographic Channel programs. And also your favorite drama series are full of nonsense… if Series are your favorite then why don’t you watch Prison Break or something that makes a little sense. Why do ladies always prefer the nonsense …? These drama series show people talking crap, bla blaa blaaa… house fights, mother in law and daughter in law wars… wow isn’t it lovely. I know you will say that, no matter how much I say or the people say, you are

I like to be friends with mothers and fathers. Chatting with them or having a conversation with them. Knowing their feelings, their way of thinking about life… most of the time they are very interesting… sometimes teenagers don’t like to talk with oldies, they think they are boring, but not for me. Old people have gone through a lot, they have experienced life, and they have seen a lot. If I get a little advice from them, then also I will consider myself lucky… …………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………... Everybody says “why don’t you have a friend of your age”. All my best buddies are older than me 1 year or 8 years older than me… my level of thinking doesn’t match with my aged boys or girls… they are too Toy Boy… as far as my memory goes I remember I was the youngest one between my friends and today also I am the youngest one and the Spot light stealer. The longest friendship I had and I have is with j

Always having coffee is not just, to get the caffeine but to get the joy. Although coffee is very expensive, we have to mange it somehow. There was days we were out of cash never got a drop of coffee for almost 3 months. And there was days with the big cash and we never came out of coffee shops. I had always wanted to be athlete. I don’t want to sit in one place and smoke forever. As soon as I become an athlete I am going to quit smoking. Or else it will cause me to loose my strength. I knew I was somehow lucky, but not that much lucky to hang out with the one, for whom I am melting like an ice cube. But I am too lucky that God saves me from this sinful hell coals. Maybe there are girls who really want to have a relationship with me, I am their choice but they are not my choice. There is nothing I can offer them, I just say sorry to them, that’s the only thing left in my mouth. If she is the “Jall Pari” of my dreams than it is okay. But if she is not, I don’t to waste my valuable time.

There are some people who always try to make excuses. By this way or that way, somehow they will find a way to make excuses. Normally they will say tomorrow, and they leave everything to tomorrow. But the sad thing is, that tomorrow never comes. Successful people will drag the garbage out of schedule. They will be relaxing at home, because they are already done with everything. Multi millionaires say that taking responsibility is the way to success, putting the responsibility on the other’s shoulders is also a way, those people also roll, but those who take the responsibility, rolls faster than those, they run. And they encourage others to run. Something’s are there you cannot put on others, as Albert Enstine says “you cannot hire someone to do your push-ups ‘’. You will get what you deserve. And there are some people who will sit down and cry on their destiny. Crying on your situation, crying on your life, is not going to change anything unless you stand and try, to find a better w

Roll as it rolls… Getting old doesn’t make you a bore. And getting old doesn’t mean to be old. I have seen 45 year old people still wearing jeans, hearing rock music, riding Harley Davidson’s. They are still enjoying life, even though they are taking all the responsibility of their family, they still get time to enjoy because they find it. Getting old doesn’t mean that you have to adopt old fashions or neither has it meant that you have to adopt old styles. Some people think when they becomes fathers they have to give up all their hobbies, favorites, they think it is the time to give up all. I know fathers have to show their kids a very good example… but does it mean that you are out of touch. You can’t play any games… As you get old obviously you will try to get young, but it is not possible… some people do get lucky, but not everyone. But you can make up your mind, and forget about oldness, but getting married twice trice is not a good idea… ………………………………………………………………………………………………………………

Now when I am used to wake up early, I still miss those days I stay up late. Midnight is a part of my life, all my hobbies, whatever it is, it is done in midnight. I love to be alone in the room in the silence, those are great moments to think… people they are bored, lonely and they roam in the road. If I get bored that’s a jackpot to me, there are many things I can do in those times and there are many things I can learn in those times. I do paint, I do write, I do read, but I don’t show it to anyone… I keep it in my room hung in the wall or just in the corner, and there are very few ones who have seen my room. In front of my bed I have a big name plate, “EW Koffee House” that is the name of my dream, every day when I wake up, the first thing I see is my dream, it keeps me focus on my desires, I use the same name in my wallet and in my phone wall paper. And also I have wrote down 100 goals to complete before my time is up, Those are side goals not my target, those goals are like visi

It was a lonely New Year, bored by life, roaming around, nothing to do… Before also I have felt like this but not this much, there was no big plans, no money, no honey… the only schedule was to Sleep, Wake & Pray… Praying was something new to me, I never tried to do it. But I wanted to change my style. I wanted to bring a big change in to my life when I was 18+. So did, I started to Pray. Daily as much as I can, probably I can but it was the evil intentions in my mind, interrupting me. But day by day I was learning how to win over my evil mind… Prayers don’t leave you in deep sea, if you did it with true intentions then you will find a way… I knew It won’t happen overnight, I have to be patient. It took three months, but finally all that prayers came true, I found water in the middle of a dessert… I was not a kind of guy who wear shorts and runs after chicks, there were some delicious chicks but I don’t have time for them, I was always I guy with a huge dream, barley can take it t