Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Opening Eyes ...

There were days of sunny UV rays, there were days of rains … there were people with a good will, there were people with an evil intention. There were ladies as beautiful as a pristine glory. There were ways to get rich and there were ways to sleep on the floor.
At first when I rubbed my eyes to the teenage years, these are the things that I saw. But thank God. I never took a long time to understand this world.
Years ago, the first time when I entered a school I never thought that school is gonna be so hard… at last when I was expelled from the school I knew that life is gonna be so hard. But without any crying I left the school… I don’t regret for that, why should I regret. In those days I hate studying so I threw it away, today when I’m interested in it I picked it. Whatever it is, it’s gone, if it is bad then its experience, if it is good then its good.
When I walked away from the school, I knew that the self made Multi Billionaire Bill Gates also was a school dropout. Even the Rich Saudi Multi Billionaire and the World Famous Terrorist Osama Bin laden, also was a school dropout.

Today I remember my old buddies…

It had been four months since I left one of my best buddies… it is not my anger ruling over my emotions, it is my fear to reunite, it is my fear for making a mistake. Every time when I see him there is a very positive intention in my mind to go and talk with him… because I care for them. But I fear to see the ruins again… I fear that the friendship is going to be over again in a certain point.
Friends are like stars, no matter what we do we remain in the same position. No matter if we become enemies, then also we are going to remain as the same …
You don’t see two stars, which run to opposite directions…

Wasting all the time in front of TV…



Wasting anything is haram in Islam… and those who, who are wasting the valuable time in front of TV, are practicing a Sin. I am not against TV in fact TV is one of my favorites. But it is good as long as you keep it good, if you are watching some series it is a waste… every day you have to arrange your schedule.
Why don’t you go to nearby cinema and watch a nice movie… and it’s not waste, because a nice movie comes once in a month. Or you can surf the internet. It will enrich your knowledge. Or why don’t you watch documentaries, like National Geographic Channel programs.
And also your favorite drama series are full of nonsense… if Series are your favorite then why don’t you watch Prison Break or something that makes a little sense.
Why do ladies always prefer the nonsense …?
These drama series show people talking crap, bla blaa blaaa… house fights, mother in law and daughter in law wars… wow isn’t it lovely.
I know you will say that, no matter how much I say or the people say, you are not going to change your mind …
Because fools are the ones who don’t believe that they are the fools.

I always had cartoon brother.
I don’t know what was wrong with him. I don’t know what is going on his mind. Always watching cartoons and behaving like them, talking like them, walking like them he was more than a cartoon. Jumping and running is his hobbies. Years ago he love Ben ten ad a Japanese cartoon called shin chang. But know he loves Hannah Montana, he love Miley Cyrus and Celina Gomez. Hannah Montana is for girls but he doesn’t give a damn, what he loves is his favorite.

Friday, May 14, 2010

Friends & Advisers

I like to be friends with mothers and fathers. Chatting with them or having a conversation with them. Knowing their feelings, their way of thinking about life… most of the time they are very interesting… sometimes teenagers don’t like to talk with oldies, they think they are boring, but not for me. Old people have gone through a lot, they have experienced life, and they have seen a lot. If I get a little advice from them, then also I will consider myself lucky…
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Everybody says “why don’t you have a friend of your age”. All my best buddies are older than me 1 year or 8 years older than me… my level of thinking doesn’t match with my aged boys or girls… they are too Toy Boy… as far as my memory goes I remember I was the youngest one between my friends and today also I am the youngest one and the Spot light stealer.
The longest friendship I had and I have is with jerry. It has been 16 years for our friendship as best buddies. As I mentioned before he is 1 years older than me, I can’t even remember were we met or how we met. I can only remember the times I used to see him from my class window when I was in baby nursery.
If anybody says anything about jerry I used to sing these two lines in a slow rhythm “Nobody can hold my buddy down, Nobody can hold my breath down”.

10/05/2010

Never Be Fuked Up

Always having coffee is not just, to get the caffeine but to get the joy. Although coffee is very expensive, we have to mange it somehow. There was days we were out of cash never got a drop of coffee for almost 3 months. And there was days with the big cash and we never came out of coffee shops.
I had always wanted to be athlete. I don’t want to sit in one place and smoke forever. As soon as I become an athlete I am going to quit smoking. Or else it will cause me to loose my strength.
I knew I was somehow lucky, but not that much lucky to hang out with the one, for whom I am melting like an ice cube. But I am too lucky that God saves me from this sinful hell coals.
Maybe there are girls who really want to have a relationship with me, I am their choice but they are not my choice. There is nothing I can offer them, I just say sorry to them, that’s the only thing left in my mouth. If she is the “Jall Pari” of my dreams than it is okay. But if she is not, I don’t to waste my valuable time.
Maybe people are saying right, most of the time you don’t get the one who you want. if you don’t than also its okay, you don’t need to sit down and cry for her. But for sure you will find someone better than her. Maybe there is no one better than her in your area, around you. But there are better ones around the world.
People say that when you come to this world you are already tied with someone. I have heard people saying that this girl is made for me and I am for her etc. all those long stories is just for kids who don’t sleep until “Safaru Kaiddha” comes.
You are a free man you got your freedom to choose whoever you want… sometimes you don’t get the fish in your hand, it will escape in some way… but still if you don’t give up, you have to suck the water out of the sea. And that is the thing you cannot do, no matter how hard you try. But No worries try another one…

There are Some People

There are some people who always try to make excuses. By this way or that way, somehow they will find a way to make excuses.
Normally they will say tomorrow, and they leave everything to tomorrow. But the sad thing is, that tomorrow never comes. Successful people will drag the garbage out of schedule. They will be relaxing at home, because they are already done with everything.
Multi millionaires say that taking responsibility is the way to success, putting the responsibility on the other’s shoulders is also a way, those people also roll, but those who take the responsibility, rolls faster than those, they run. And they encourage others to run.
Something’s are there you cannot put on others, as Albert Enstine says “you cannot hire someone to do your push-ups ‘’.
You will get what you deserve.
And there are some people who will sit down and cry on their destiny. Crying on your situation, crying on your life, is not going to change anything unless you stand and try, to find a better way.
I hate teenagers, they don’t think, they will say “what so ever”. They feel that they are the best and there is nothing like them. Correct that’s true, they are fools who think there cool, and there is nothing like fools.
I love to fool them.
And also there are some people with a degree and still working in a government job as a secretary. There are educated but there thinking is limited, they limited their thinking. When they graduate highly and get a job in an office, they will feel this is it, I am finally a man and it’s time to get married, and they will get married and get kids and will spend their whole life in the same way, in the same job or in same kind of jobs. They can think of a business, they can think of big cash or they can think to live in a other country, more civilized, but no they won’t they are in there comfort zone. They believe that it is the only things available for them and there is no more for sale.

Roll as it Rolls

Roll as it rolls…
Getting old doesn’t make you a bore. And getting old doesn’t mean to be old. I have seen 45 year old people still wearing jeans, hearing rock music, riding Harley Davidson’s. They are still enjoying life, even though they are taking all the responsibility of their family, they still get time to enjoy because they find it.
Getting old doesn’t mean that you have to adopt old fashions or neither has it meant that you have to adopt old styles.
Some people think when they becomes fathers they have to give up all their hobbies, favorites, they think it is the time to give up all. I know fathers have to show their kids a very good example… but does it mean that you are out of touch. You can’t play any games…
As you get old obviously you will try to get young, but it is not possible… some people do get lucky, but not everyone. But you can make up your mind, and forget about oldness, but getting married twice trice is not a good idea…
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There are something’s I don’t agree, for me it is a big problem… if I am already married and has a kid and suddenly my wife get road kill… then again I have to find a new partner but before that I will see to my kid weather he remembers anything or not, if he is too young to remember anything then there is no problem I can get married, but if the kid remembers everything it is not a very good idea to get married soon. You can get a good wife but for the kid it is no easy task, to call mom to a stranger…
But people don’t think about these stuffs they get married they get what they want and they won’t think about the kids… father dies or mother dies, that story is not so common, usually there is nothing so sad. Most of the parents fight with each other and ruins the kid’s life. Normally these fights don’t last too long it ends in a break up, and they are separated…
Maybe we are the kids who don’t think about these rubbishes and lives our life as blatant as possible. But there are some kids who do think a lot about this, and if someone doesn’t stop them they are going to waste their mind in this matter…

Miss those days

Now when I am used to wake up early, I still miss those days I stay up late. Midnight is a part of my life, all my hobbies, whatever it is, it is done in midnight. I love to be alone in the room in the silence, those are great moments to think… people they are bored, lonely and they roam in the road. If I get bored that’s a jackpot to me, there are many things I can do in those times and there are many things I can learn in those times. I do paint, I do write, I do read, but I don’t show it to anyone… I keep it in my room hung in the wall or just in the corner, and there are very few ones who have seen my room.

In front of my bed I have a big name plate, “EW Koffee House” that is the name of my dream, every day when I wake up, the first thing I see is my dream, it keeps me focus on my desires, I use the same name in my wallet and in my phone wall paper.
And also I have wrote down 100 goals to complete before my time is up, Those are side goals not my target, those goals are like visiting Singapore, to have a relationship with a hot doctor, or meeting aamir khan. As I complete I mark the goal as completed. Now I have completed 2 goals.
Science is not a subject in my interest, but today I feel like studying physiques. I want to learn how to deal with electric, my father always wanted me to be a technician or an engineer, in fact that is his biggest dream.
He was a genius, if there is eclectic, he is there. He was both engineer and technician… he never studied these electrical stuff he learned it by himself… he was a kind of guy who will remove the IC of a TV, and chew it and taste it, and at last he will say the fault of the TV. That’s called Magic…
Years ago he will teach me how to fixed speakers and TV remotes and stuffs, but I was never interested.

When I was very young I would ask him for a coin and he will say “Kid there is a magic speaker that I invented, go check the speaker! Every day it will give you one coin” and I ran to the speaker, removed the back of it and checked inside, there was a coin inside it every day… he loved to fool me he puts one coin inside it every night and the following morning I will rush to the speaker and found a coin inside it…

He was funny, he will shout, he will fight, he will get angry but when my grandpa arrives he will be just a baby boy with a nipple in his mouth…
Those are unforgettable moments…

New Year 2010

It was a lonely New Year, bored by life, roaming around, nothing to do…
Before also I have felt like this but not this much, there was no big plans, no money, no honey… the only schedule was to Sleep, Wake & Pray…
Praying was something new to me, I never tried to do it. But I wanted to change my style. I wanted to bring a big change in to my life when I was 18+. So did, I started to Pray. Daily as much as I can, probably I can but it was the evil intentions in my mind, interrupting me. But day by day I was learning how to win over my evil mind…
Prayers don’t leave you in deep sea, if you did it with true intentions then you will find a way… I knew It won’t happen overnight, I have to be patient.
It took three months, but finally all that prayers came true, I found water in the middle of a dessert…
I was not a kind of guy who wear shorts and runs after chicks, there were some delicious chicks but I don’t have time for them, I was always I guy with a huge dream, barley can take it to shoulders, I want to raise as a multi millionaire with a aim to pore the money over the poor. Normally my aged boys and my peers don’t think about their future, they don’t have a dream, they are just like the ones who won’t believe if I say them there is fire in there ass, they will say let go off it, when the fire raise and burn their ass then they will run side by side.
I always think ahead, and had a backup plan with me… but sometimes fool around …
Everything you face in life is the results of what you have done… you get yourself in trouble and blame God, you don’t know how to swim, and neither have you tried to learn, you don’t encourage people to learn. When Tsunami comes and everybody dies… why do you blame God, the bitterness in your mouth is from the lemon you swallowed yesterday.
God puts you in trial and will show you a way out of it…
It’s a very important thing to advise others… you do the good and you don’t show the good, ends in a bad way. When the punishment comes, it will come to both good and bad… the ones who is good has to stop the ones who is bad. You have to advise if it doesn’t make any difference then do anything but stop it. People will say what nonsense but it does make sense, if you where in a boat and some of the crew members were damaging the boat, no matter you damage it or not, if you don’t stop them the boat will sink, with you…
Chicks roaming in the road showing their spare parts… with no burqa, some with burqa but half naked, shame is the only thing they don’t have. Where are all the sheikhs, can’t they see these ladies. No they won’t see, they can only see my ear stud.