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Well chasing down a dream is the hardest thing I have ever faced. For more than two years I have been fully involved in this but yet cant countdown the miles ahead. As I walk step by step the roads seems opening its ways from the dusty fog. Every day every night, I try, I try, I try my best but writing a post seems harder than ever.  Can’t find an easy way to give-up, neither do I want it to happen. Focusing on my computer I see my blog as the only hope which might get me in trouble too but we shall think wiser than ever before. Risk is the way that lead us to win, and as you know shutting my mouth isn’t gonna be a easy job… keke

An august summer night soldiers passing by is an old lyrics that my grandpa used to sing... So let’s step to step and head to a new decade. Well that was past and hope not to talk about the lady who rejected me and tattooed a heart in her neck in the means of modesty… even though still my heart dhak dhak,s for her….

My interesting classes started today, insha Allah its gonna be more than wonderful, and I’ll just  be eating the books as I have been doing it, but all those hard work, to take the paper in the stomach  is worth enough for the results I get to see…

Last year was a really frightful year with uncountable fights with my friends, and there was the biggest fight ever, friendship came to a full stop… I wasn’t aware of him for almost eight months but finally reunited again with a new sentence. The major problem in our friendship is that we both are two different people from two different worlds. His views and my views never come to same point. I am pretty much cool about it but he doesn’t know how to respect others feelings and views.

This year I am hoping to improve my guitar skills to a level where I can compose my own music… I am really curios about it because nowadays I am having a weird feeling… whenever I try to play the rhythm of mind, I fail. My fingers doesn’t work the way I want it to work… so will concentrate on that note.

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