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Miss those days

Now when I am used to wake up early, I still miss those days I stay up late. Midnight is a part of my life, all my hobbies, whatever it is, it is done in midnight. I love to be alone in the room in the silence, those are great moments to think… people they are bored, lonely and they roam in the road. If I get bored that’s a jackpot to me, there are many things I can do in those times and there are many things I can learn in those times. I do paint, I do write, I do read, but I don’t show it to anyone… I keep it in my room hung in the wall or just in the corner, and there are very few ones who have seen my room.

In front of my bed I have a big name plate, “EW Koffee House” that is the name of my dream, every day when I wake up, the first thing I see is my dream, it keeps me focus on my desires, I use the same name in my wallet and in my phone wall paper.
And also I have wrote down 100 goals to complete before my time is up, Those are side goals not my target, those goals are like visiting Singapore, to have a relationship with a hot doctor, or meeting aamir khan. As I complete I mark the goal as completed. Now I have completed 2 goals.
Science is not a subject in my interest, but today I feel like studying physiques. I want to learn how to deal with electric, my father always wanted me to be a technician or an engineer, in fact that is his biggest dream.
He was a genius, if there is eclectic, he is there. He was both engineer and technician… he never studied these electrical stuff he learned it by himself… he was a kind of guy who will remove the IC of a TV, and chew it and taste it, and at last he will say the fault of the TV. That’s called Magic…
Years ago he will teach me how to fixed speakers and TV remotes and stuffs, but I was never interested.

When I was very young I would ask him for a coin and he will say “Kid there is a magic speaker that I invented, go check the speaker! Every day it will give you one coin” and I ran to the speaker, removed the back of it and checked inside, there was a coin inside it every day… he loved to fool me he puts one coin inside it every night and the following morning I will rush to the speaker and found a coin inside it…

He was funny, he will shout, he will fight, he will get angry but when my grandpa arrives he will be just a baby boy with a nipple in his mouth…
Those are unforgettable moments…

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